It really helped to make me feel better. That is the shit storm on the road ahead of you. There are other ways.
She probably has not studied the real truths behind Mormonism and thinks her beliefs are the only way to become a God while living eternally with family in the life hereafter. Ladies take a stance. Signs of an Affair. I am exhausted from giving so much of me and I never got much back. I have a tendency to be overly sensative emotionally and the trauma of being forced to choose between someone I love and want to spend the rest of my with and Eternal Mormon Celestial Salvation caused me extensive emotional damage that I have struggled with ever since.
I was recently married to my husband in the Twin Falls, Idaho temple for time and all eternity. With that being said, I have long considered myself just a tad outside super TBM since we watched Game of Thrones, drank energy drinks, and occasionally stayed in my running clothes sans garments to do yard work. Put your best foot forward; be soft-spoken, courteous, well-mannered, chivalrous, and respectful.
Mine was in California, back in the 70s. I think one has to become somewhat vulnerable and broken to truly experience the best side of happy- and he will not, and can not allow that to happen. One of the most well known church prophets stated that he would rather see his own child dead in their coffin than married outside the temple. She is a returned missionary, and won't Marry you if you want to stay atheist. See her good qualities for what they are and see it as a good relationship to remember. Trust me, I too tried to make it work with my very Mormon also returned missionary ex-girlfriend. Get her to explain what she believes, and how it might differ from her church.